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Saturday, 30 July 2011

Chapter 1: the beginning of everything



Alyson Harps stared at the leaves swaying above her head. All parts of her body felt painful, especially the burning pain on her heart. She knew that she does not have much time left. She panted heavily and she tried to distract herself by thinking something else; it does not work out well.
            It was summer holiday and her family had decided to visit an island. This news astonished Alyson at first and she was not as happy as her twin brother. Without having any other choice, she was forced to pack her luggage and with a heavy heart, she went with her family who were in a very good mood. It’s not that she disliked having a trip with her family. It’s just that she felt that something terrible will happen during the trip.
            Time past by quickly and school will reopen a week later. Alyson had threw away her superstition when she first step her feet on the island. Everything there was so stunning. The view was different from the cities Alyson had visited before. Forests, lakes, huts and houses were seen. Alyson was quite fond of forests and when she heard there was a mysterious forest in the island, her mind soar over the clouds. But the forest was strictly forbidden to enter and this news had dragged Alyson from soaring over the clouds with happiness to disappointment.
            “Aly, mum rearranged our holiday schedule just to go see the sun rise with them,” said her twin, Aaron with protest. “She should leave us here; I don’t want to be a disturbance to her date.”
            “Same feeling here but I think she wants to share the sunrise with her family, not only to her husband but also with her daughter and son.” Alyson said with a smile.
            As Alyson was about to leave the white fur sofa, Aaron’s last word puzzled her.
            “Aly? Please be careful. I don’t know why I am saying this but I have a terrible feeling about today.”
            She rose from the white fur sofa and followed her brother to the cliff, which was located not far from their cottage. Her brother’s words left an effect on her and she quickly shook away the thought. She never once got tired of watching the sun rising from its slumber and it helped with banishing the words Aaron told her. It was a beautiful views; watching the land slowly bathed with gold light and how the streams shone from the light.
Alyson went to the edge of the cliff and stood there, enjoying the gentle and cool wind. The wind playfully tangled into her mother’s long, straight, light-brown hair. She ignored her mother’s warning. Her mother did not like her standing near the edge of the cliff.
            “It’s dangerous. What if you fell from the cliff?”
            Alyson always listened to what her mother said but she did not know why but today she ignored the warning. Something inside her wanted her not to heed what her mother said.
She said to herself, “Just this once.”
            Darkness was chased away from the land and replaced with light. Soon, only Alyson was left on the cliff. As she was about to leave, a swallow suddenly flew near her. She was surprised that she took a step backward and she fell. As she fell she glimpsed her parents and brother shocked look and also the look of fear.
            Her last thought was, “So this is Aaron’s bad feeling about today.”
 When she woke up, pain and stars were what she had and leaves were swaying up her head. She knew that she was badly injured. It’s a logic statement as no one can escape with minor injuries from such a fall.
She tried to stand up but no luck. She just lay there and looked at her surroundings, just trees and the sound of insects. She breathed heavily and realized that she was bleeding. She tried to move but the pain was so intolerable that she decided to just lie there and not moving. She calmed herself, saying that a search rescue were on their way to save her. The pain was still there and soon she fainted, unable to withstand the pain.
            Moments later, two creatures emerged out from nowhere. They were centaurs, creatures that people thought of as myth. Their upper part was of human body but as you look down, their lower part of the body were the body of horse.
            “Adam, look what I had found. It’s a human,” said the female centaur.
            “Why is such frail and heartless human doing here?” said Adam with scorn.
            “Adam, I can’t agree with your resentment towards humans,” said the female centaur.
            “That’s because you never been kidnapped and treated badly by them,” countered Adam.
            The female centaur sighed and decided to let it go. She inspected the surroundings and the trees. “I think this human girl fell down from the cliff. Look at the tree, some of its branches is broken.”
            “Leave her be Elaine,” said Adam. “We have things to do.”
            Elaine shot a sharp look towards Adam. “No. I will not let her die.”
            Elaine gently lifted Alyson up and slowly trotted, afraid that Alyson might felt uncomfortable. Blood dripped down from Alyson body as they trotted. Adam was fury with Elaine but he did not say anything more and followed her. They went back to their tribe. Elaine place Alyson in her small, wooden hut. The young centaurs were curious at Alyson for she is a human and Elaine chased them away for fear of disturbing Alyson. The chief of the tribe went into the hut when he received the news that Elaine had brought back a wounded human.
            ‘Elaine, my daughter, what is your intention of bringing this human girl to our place?”
            “Father, I want to heal this human with the healing water.”
             Some of the centaurs disagree with Elaine but most approved Elaine to save the girl by using the healing water. As for the chief, he agreed and Elaine smile to her father with gratitude. Elaine summoned a healer to take good care of Alyson while she went to get the healing water. The rest of the centaurs went back to their own doings.
 After half an hour, she was back with a small vial of healing water. The healer accepted the vial and pours the content to Alyson lips but she did not swallow it as she was unconscious. Adam, who was silent since the beginning, suddenly grabbed the vial and sipped it. Then he placed his lips to Alyson’s and Alyson swallowed the water. Elaine stared at Adam with disbelief.
            “Why are you looking at me like that?” Adam asked Elaine with frustration and embarrassment.
            “It’s just that, just now you…” Elaine said hesitantly, trying hard not to grin.
            “Do not breathe a word about this to anyone,” said Adam with a threatening manner.
            Finally Elaine can’t help but laugh out loud and Adam felt like killing her. They were about to squabble more if the healer had not asked for their attention.
            “How is she, Helen?” asked Elaine with concern.
            “Even though her wounds are healed, she is still in a critical condition. She had lost a lot of blood and will die if she did not receive any blood transfusion.”
            Elaine was shocked at the news. She paced back and forth in her hut for a while then without hesitation, she told Helen to transfer her blood to Alyson.
            “Are you crazy Elaine?” shouted Adam. “You do know that our blood differs from the humans. It is said in our history that once there was a centaur who gave away his or her blood to a human and the human died from the transfusion. Our blood is unique and humans cannot bear it.”
           “But it was also stated in the history that there are some humans who survived from the transfusion,” said Elaine. We don’t know whether the girl will survive or not if I gave her some of my blood but we do know that she will die if she did not receive any blood. I have made up my mind and I won’t let you stop me.”
            Elaine took out a blade from her body and cut her palm deeply. Helen quickly get a cup and let the blood flowed into the cup. Helen nodded to Elaine when the blood is enough and Elaine swayed a little due to the lost of quite an amount of blood. She almost fell down if Adam had not support her. 
            “She has drunk the blood,” said Helen. “Rejection will occur any minute now if her body didn’t accept the blood.”
            After a minute, Alyson body started to react strangely. She kept of tossing in the bed and sweat heavily. Elaine tried to ease her movement by gripping her but with difficulty. Within a few minutes, Alyson stopped trashing around. With a shaking hand, Elaine place one of her fingers near Alyson nose. She sighed and smiled with relief when she knew that she is breathing.
            ‘She’s alive. She survived through the transfusion,” said Elaine happily.
            “Elaine, now that her wound is healed and she is well now, we better send her back to her world,” said Adam to Elaine.
            Elaine looked at Alyson for a while. She caressed Alyson cheek and touched her hair. Then she nodded.
            “Yes, we must send her back. Let’s go.”
            Elaine embraced Alyson and together with Adam they went back to the place where they had found Alyson. They placed her down and covered the dried blood and the traces of hooves with leaves. They do not want anyone to know that Alyson was badly injured and that she miraculously healed. They also do not want any human to know their existence. They will be in danger if humans knew that magical creatures still existed in the world.
            Elaine whispered to Alyson ear before she went back to her tribe. “May the god protect you, human girl.”

Mixer: chapter 14


                I woke up and see that I am in the nurse room. I turn to my left and see Mr. Anderson. He’s sleeping and his hand is grabbing mine. I looked at him, asking myself do I still in love him. I don’t know. He’s awake when I am trying to break the hand contact.

                “How are you feeling?” he asks me with a smile.
               
“I’m feeling fine, Mr. Anderson,” I say with a smile.

Silent then came like a mist. I feel uncomfortable with the awkwardness and with the reason of going back, I left. Mr. Anderson didn’t say anything but I can feel his gaze on me. Something was wrong. His gaze…it felt different. This thought alarmed me and I quickly shook it off. Then I remember the dream or you can say the adventure I had in my dream. I wonder if my magic was unlocked.

Well, the question is answered in my magic lesson. I can easily cast a spell without any difficulties. I beam at the splendid result of the task given by Mr. Drew. The class are shock at my accomplishment. Mr. Drew had the same expression as my classmates at first and he told me to see him when I’m free.

                “Miss Pike, it seems like your magic has been unlocked,” he says to me. It seems like he’s happy about it.

                “Yes sir. My magic is unlocked.”

                “But you have miss quite some spells so I would like you to learn them with me during you personal time. Is this all right with you?”

                I didn’t object. Instead I accept it. I am then dismissed. On my way to the garden, I see Loren and Jason. They stop and greet me. I manage to fake a smile and greet back.

                “I heard your magic is back. Congrats,” say Loren.

                “Thank you,” is my only reply. I feel uncomfortable remembering their affection towards me in our past live.
               
                “Are you sick?” ask Jason. I detect the word worry in his tone. It seems like he knows that I am acting weird.

                I shake my head as an answer. I am tongue-tied. I don’t know what to say with them.

                “I have something to do. See you guys around,” I quickly think of a reason and left.
               
                For weeks I tried to avoid them. Every time they tried to have a conversation with me, I came up with a reason that I am busy. I even spent less time with my girl friends. So many things had happed to me and I have to prepare myself for what is going to come. I spent most of time now in the library, searching for spell books and learning magic with Mr. Drew whenever we both have our free time.

                Everyday seem calm but I knew soon a storm will come and it will be a huge one. 

Friday, 29 July 2011

even though

 
Slowly my tears fall.
i didn't notice it until,
i touch my wet cheek.
even though i can erase,
even though i can forget,
but now,
i can't let go yet.

you went away,
without saying anything.
the reasons,
you never tell me.
the time of our seperation,
is like a dream to me.

i called for you many times.
i repeat your names on my lips.
i evoke the memories of us,
because of fearing losing you.
even though i can erase,
even though i can forget,
without you, i still fear.

your takeaway,
is like a dream to me,
like nothing had happened,
like you will be back after tonight.
it's ok to come back.
i love you.
i still do.
i want to wake up,
and see you beside me again.

Tears


You are breathing,
you are living,
you are walking,
in my heart.
My heart beats for you,
from the day i have known you.

Tears resurface again.
my heart aches again.
I miss you.
i miss you so much.
my tears become worthless,
since i met you.

I want to see you.
i want to feel you.
i carve your scent.
i miss your jokes.
but i cannot,
go near you,
because i can't reach you.

I choked on my tears.
i swallowed the words of,
'I love you',
'I miss you'.
i sent these words far away.
far away from you.

my tears fall again.
they symbolized my pain,
and also my love for you.
even if i can reach you,
even if you are by my side,
you will not hear me,
so i will cry,
to show you my love for you.

Monday, 25 July 2011

a voice no one can hear

i always forgot,
that i can't touch you.
i always reach out my hand,
trying to feel your warmth.
but i always forgot,
i can't touch you.

you lived on your own.
little did you know that,
i am beside you.
please don't cry.
i beg you,
please don't cry.
i beg you,
please stand up straight.
please live happily,
instead of living like a dead person.

i tried to send my voice to you.
i wanted to embrace you,
with my arms wide open.
but i always forgot that,
i can't do it.
i can't embrace you.
you cannot hear my voice.

your actions,
your tears,
is like a sharp arrow,
piercing my heart.
my heart aches and bleeds,
and my breath has stopped, again.

i want to tell you,
i love you.
i want to tell you,
you are my love.
i want to tell you,
i still love you.
i still do.
if i one day, scatters apart,
i want to at least embrace you in my arms,
one last time.

Sunday, 24 July 2011

Chapter 13: unlock



“Here?” asks Lee Chai. I am not surprise with his reaction. We are currently in a library, it’s the place I love the most. It’s no surprise if I hid something important here. I gesture him to follow me. Soon, we arrive at a dead end. I touch the wall and whispers, “Heed me, Daughter of Lotus, open!”
                A thump sound is heard and a door appears. Fire appears on the sticks hanging on the wall and we stepped into the hidden passage. Within a few minutes, the stairs ends and a wooden door are seen.
                As I turn the door knock, the door creaks and groans. Dust welcomed us, which makes me cough.  I survey the room and my gaze stops at a dusty rectangle shape table. In the middle lay a book. The book is not cover with dust. To a normal person this might be strange to them but to me it is not. The book has magic in it, that’s why it is not cover with dust.
                I open the book and whisper, “Recognize me. Hear my wish.”
                “Please place what belong to me to my heart,” is what I say in my mind.
The book then floats and shines. A moment later, it changes to a small bead size diamond and enter my body. I gasp as it enters me. I can feel fire from the bottom of my heart and a sound ‘click’ is heard. Then the light dissolves.  
                “My task is now done. I must go now,” says Lee Chai.
                “Will we meet again?” I ask him.
                “No,” he says with sadness. There is something in his face, something that I cannot express with words.
                “I hope we will meet again,” I say to him. I know I will miss him. We look at each other for a long time but to me it seems just a moment. There is something about him, something I can sense but don’t know what it is.
                It is him who breaks the spell between us. “Let’s go.”
                We walk in silence but I did not feel uncomfortable with the silence. This is familiar. It’s like I have done this before with someone and that someone…I don’t remember who that person is. I only know that person is very important to me. I stop and stare at the Sakura tree which stands beside me. Without any reason or any cause, tears fell down from my eyes.
                “Why are you crying Acacia?” asks lee Chai to me.
                I touch my cheek and surprise that it’s wet. I ask him and to myself, “Why? Why am I crying?”
                I look at him for a while. Then i wipe m tears away and smile at him. I know this fake smile of mine worry him but I didn’t give him any assurance.  I just walk away, with him walking a few steps behind me.

Thursday, 21 July 2011

Suffering from loneliness,
the only escape route,
is the wind that,
carrys the scent of you,
and the sweet nature melody,
you always hum to me.


the route to my heart,
is blocked and,
my senses gradually went numb.
this is my way of escaping,
the world which,
you are not by my side anymore.
i cannot guess,
the place where you will be.


by closing my eyes,
i will be able to push away,
the vastness of this room,
and,
the undeniable coldness,
lingering in the room,
and the dreading question,
who will be by my side,
until tomorrow?


i'm sorry,
for not grasping you tightly.
i'm sorry,
for letting you go.
i'm sorry,
for not noticing you feelings.
i'm sorry,
for hurting you.
i'm sorry,
for leaving you.
These words,
i hope you will say it,
when you one day,
come back.

Thursday, 14 July 2011

to whom the tears?

Tears fell from my face.
Why am I crying?
Whom am I crying for?
Is it for me?
Or for someone else?
Someone,
Please tell me.
I am tired from these unknown tears,
Coming out from my eyes.
Whenever tears surface,
My heart aches and burns.
What is this feeling?
It pains me.
It’s like I was torn apart.

Then, it stops.
He makes it stops.
Who is he?
I have never known him.
Is he the one who cause these?
If so then,
Will I never have to cry again?
If so then,
Will my heart stop aching?

But it only stops for a while.
The cause I do not know.
I only know it came back and that,
It is hopeless to escape.
Is this a curse?
Is yes then,
Is there a way to erase it?
Is there a way to make them stop?

It is spring time,
And the answer came to me.
The tears are for me and him.
I cry for my own.
I cry for my lost memories.
I cry for a man who,
Was part of the memories,
 That I had lost.
Now that I know the answer,
Will my tears and the aches,
Disappear?

The pain

It’s been a year.
I thought the feelings,
Have disappeared,
But,
It does not seem so.

Why,
Do you have to come back?
Why,
Are you haunting me in my dreams?
Why,
Do the feelings still stay inside me?
Why,
Do you choose no one?

It’s just a dream,
Just a stupid dream.
So why,
Are you in my dream?
God,
Are you trying to tell me something?
Or is it me,
Who wanted to tell something important,
To myself?

I never wanted to experience it again.
I never wanted to feel it again.
I don’t want you to appear,
In front of me, again.
I don’t want to see you smiling in front of me,
And that smile,
Isn’t for me but someone else.

It hurts so much,
My heart aches and,
My mind empty,
Even though it’s been a year.
Why can’t this feeling disappear?
Why can’t I forget you?
I thought I can forget you.
It thought I had forgotten you.
But it does not seem so.

Sunday, 10 July 2011

Are you?


Love is what,
I had never experienced before.
So I seek love,
At many different places,
Until I am very tired and,
yearn for a place to rest.
That’s when I remember,
There’s a place and a person,
Waiting for me to go back.

Are you what I seek?
Are you my happiness?
Are you my other half?
Are you the one?
So many questions and,
So many answers,
Waiting for me to identify.

Are you my happiness?
Why does love make us hesitate?
How can I not know?
That you have gave away,
So many things,
For me.
Your feelings,
I have received them.


P.S. Love is such a unique thing.
It shadows us from the truth.
It gives happiness to us but,
Along with lament, hatred and disappointment.

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