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Saturday, 24 September 2011

第六章:雷声


我已经在府里呆了整整三天。这三天,如意听到我在叹气,想必是我想家了。为了不让我胡思乱想,如意这三天都拉我去花园里赏花。其实,我只是觉得很闷,在府里又没事做。
丫鬟们一听到我想帮忙时,个个下的对我跪下来,说,小姐,若奴婢们有做错事还清您原谅奴婢们。可别赶我们走。
我被他们的驱动给吓到了,乖乖的不再打扰他们。这三天没有设么有趣的事发生,除了玉衣每天来 我这里,对我说一些讽刺的话。我把她的话当成耳边风。她见我对她的话没设么反应,气冲冲的走了。那时如意问我为何我没有生气,我就回答,
“如意,狗呢如果你没理会它的叫声,它呢是不会咬你的。可如果你打扰到它了,它就会追着你来咬。你明白吗?”
“美星姐,你是说玉衣小姐是你说的那只狗?” 如意好奇的问。
“如意,你几时变得那么聪明了?”
已经在这个时代两个星期了吧?我想我回不去了,小说里的主角都是穿越了,可回不去,在那个时代结婚身子啊。 我来到这月银国 ,历史上没有记载的国家,我的使命是设么? 还是别想了。
“如意,我想出去散散心。” 我对正在忙着处理我的头发,如意说。“先别弄我的头发,我们女扮男装吧。”
“美星姐,这样不好吧。我们上次在街外你就惹出事情来,这次我可不会让你出门。” 如意坚持的说。
“可我在这里已经呆了三天,三天了,我好无聊哦。如意,姐姐求你了。”我装可怜的想博同情。 如意见我如此可怜,点头答应我。 我给了她一个拥抱,然后穿上男装,打算从后门走出去可却被一个人给挡住。
关义?!
“要去哪?”他不冷不热的问,看着我。
“我….”我既然结巴了起来?!他把他的注视转去我的装扮,然后又看着我。
“我想出去散散心。”我对他说。
“我陪你去。”他对我说。
我不敢劳烦关少,而且关少最近不是很忙吗? 有如意陪我就好。”我对他说。
突然我听见雷的声音,吓得我差点失控的尖叫起来。我抬头看天空,乌云密布的,想必要下雨了。望着天空,我看见闪电,心脏跳动速度比平常的快。我没注意到关少看着我的眼神,匆匆忙忙的告别回房去。如意帮我更衣然后我就打发她走,叫她去休息。
当我听不到如意的脚步声,我躲在自己的毯子里。听到雷声,我知道自己在发抖可没发觉我在尖叫。突然,我被一个人抱住了。
“没事,没事。别怕,有我在。” 关义温柔的安慰我。我在他的怀抱里慢慢的安静了,没再发抖了。 我伸出我的头,看着他。我被他充满柔情的眼睛给迷住。
“来,喝水。” 他给了我一杯水。 可能是因为我刚刚应为不停的尖叫所以我感到口渴,一口气的喝掉那杯水。
“谢谢。”
突然雷声又响,我尖叫了起来。关义抱了我而且抱的更紧,好像是要告诉我别怕,他会陪在我身边。慢慢的我平静了起来,我听到雨声哗啦哗啦的。然而发觉关义还在抱住我,我的脸突然热了起来。
“谢谢。”我不知道该说些设么。
他松开了我。我可以感觉到他正在注视我,看来他挺关心我这个来路不明的客人。雨渐渐停了。
“以后如果害怕就来找我。好好的睡吧, 我会在这里陪你。”
他外表虽然冷漠可是内心却很体贴。可刚刚我是不是看错了?我好像从他眼里看到一些不应该也不可能会有的感情。还是别想了,睡吧。

Friday, 16 September 2011

恋爱滋味


每当我遇见你,
我的心跳会快速起来。
每当你经过我身边,
你的香水,
令我窒息,
但我却贪恋你的味道。

爱,
令人迷糊。
爱,
令人憔悴。
爱,
令人窒息。
爱,
令人心痛。

每当黑夜将要将领,
每当我认为阳光永远不会将领我的身边时,
每当你离开我的时候,
我会忍不住想要伸出我的手,
想要把你留住。

爱,
给了我勇气。
爱,
给了我从来没有过的感觉。
爱,
然我心跳加速。
爱,
让我思念了你。

是你,
教会我设么是爱。
是你,
让我感觉到心跳加速的感觉。
是你,
让我感觉恋爱,
是人类不能失去的,
也是人类必定要经历的。
而我正在品尝着,
你带给我的恋爱滋味。


mixer; chapter 15

Chapter 15: it begins

                It’s been 2 years since I came to this school and start my learning. I have learned a lot from my tutors; spells, skills of fighting and language. My relationship with Loren and Jason is nothing but friendship. As for Mr. Anderson, nothing has change between us. There is nothing to change from the beginning. Yes, my past life shocks and terrifies me at first but as time goes by, the feelings slowly fade away, leaving nothing but acceptance. As for lee chai (I will call him lee from now on), I haven’t seen him since the day I got my power back. I am surprise at myself that I think of him a lot.
               
                “How’s the exam going on?”

                Melissa is standing next to me, drinking her soda.

                “Not bad,” I reply back.

                “Not bad?!” Fiona cries out. “It’s terrible!”

                “That is the result of not studying hard at all and stays up late watching TV,” says Melissa with a grin.

                “Shut the hell up Melissa. You didn’t have any revision too and worst of all you were dating with your boyfriend everyday!” Fiona attacks Melissa back with words.

                Melissa face turns white, then bright red. “That has nothing to do with you and I did study…”

                 I didn’t say anything and just enjoy the drama happening in front of me. I finally can’t hold it and laugh out loud. I didn’t notice their sudden mischievous gaze on me and when I notice they have stop their bickering and have made up a plan; it is too late to escape. Melissa captures me and Fiona does the tickling. I giggle hard from the tickling and when my face turns red, they let me go.

                We lie down and giggle while looking at each other.  Then the principal secretary came and tells me that the principle wants to see me.  Leaving my friends in the garden, I follow Miss Secretary and leave me in front of the principal’s office. I knock the door and with the permission from the inside, I enter the office.

                “Are you looking for me, Principal Amy?” I asks to the figure with her back at me.

                “Yes. I have a mission for you.”

                “A mission?”
                “Yes. I’m afraid something bad is happening in the human world. Someone is doing mischief in a school name Center high.” She turns around and looks at me. “Miss Pike, you are a former student there before, am I correct?”

                I nodded. “Is the ‘someone’ you said one of us?”

                “I’m afraid the culprit is a mixer who went missing two years ago. She disappeared on the day when a pile of black magic books being stolen. It was also the day when your magic came back.”

                I frowned. That is so coincident. “This is no coincidence, am I right Principal Amy?”

                “I’m afraid you’re right. Will you accept this mission Miss Pike?” she asks me. I can see from her eyes that she cannot have the answer no and so I accept the mission given. She give me a smile after hearing my answer.

                “You will have my permission to use your talent. I have enrolled you into the school and you must attend the lesson tomorrow. Go pack your things; you are going to leave early in the morning tomorrow. As for the lessons here, I’m afraid you will have to leave them but I am sure that you have no problems about this.”

                I raised my eyebrow. How did she know that I have mastered almost the whole knowledge of every lesson I’m having?

                “It’s a secret.”  She says with a mischief glint in her eyes. i rub my eyes....i must be having illusion...

Sunday, 11 September 2011

第五章:夜客


如意把我打扮了起来,然后就带领我去客厅。可就在我们要跨出我的房门的时候,突然一位可爱的小女孩出现,跟我们说今晚的客人不会来了。
“美星姐,刚刚阿丽跟我说今天的客人过几天才来拜访。听说是应为突然有重要事请要办,说以才没来。”如意倒茶给我说,满足了我今晚的好奇心。
“哦,是吗?那不是很好吗?”
只有美星姐说好。你可不知道呀,玉衣小姐呀,一听到那位客人今天不会来啊,气到差点把房子给拆了。”
我的笑僵硬了当我听到如意提到家。家,不知婆婆哪还好吗? 她是不是在担心我呢? 她一个人好不好啊?不知叔叔有没有照顾婆婆呢? 我好想婆婆。
“美星姐,你这么了?”如意察觉到我的变化,担心的问。
我勉强的笑, “没事。只是想家了。”
“哦。这也是难免的呀。美星姐,不如我陪你回去吧。”如意热心地说。 “我可以叫厨子准备一些糕点。。。”
我没让如意接着说,“如意,不用了。我想啊,我这辈子恐怕也回不了家了。”
“美星姐….嗨哟你就别伤心了。你伤心如意也会伤心的。”
“好了。你去休息吧,已经很晚了。 放心,我没事。”
如意犹豫了一下可没多久她顺我的意愿,退下了。 我靠着椅子,叹息了一声,看天上的星星。突然,我眼前一黑,一个像人影的东西飘了进来。
“鬼?!”我心里面想。
仔细看看,原来是个人。我和他冻结在原地,我可以看得出来他对我的冷静态度有点惊讶。府里突然间吵了起来。我的房门传来几声敲声。我微笑的看着他,示意他别出声。他点点头。
“谁呀?这么晚了有设么事吗?”
“小姐,我是林守卫。” 这位林守卫的声音听起来很顺耳,可以听出有男子气概。 “不知小姐有看见奇怪的人吗?”
我犹豫了一回,打开了门,然后坚持地说, “我刚刚好像看到一个人影往那里去,可我不确定。”
“打扰到小姐林某深感抱歉。明日来给小姐陪罪。”
没让我说话的机会,他带领其他人往我指的方向去了。 我快速的关门,看着从床下出来的人。
“不知阁下夜闯关府不知有何事?” 我好奇地问站在我面前的白衣人。
“我第一次遇见你这个怪人。”
“怪?!你说我是个怪人?!早知道我就不管你,等你被林侍卫给抓起来。真是好心没好报,这就是你对你的救命恩人的态度?” 我对他毫不客气地说。
“你不是个怪人吗?普通人啊,看到一个夜闯府里的人就大声地求救了,哪像你,不但没喊救命,反倒帮我一把。如果我是个刺客,你早就没命了。”他很平静的道。
“可我现在不是没事吗?”
我的话成功的让他没话说。
“笨蛋。”他不大不小声地说我。
我没回嘴,因为我知道我这样做的确是个笨蛋。我开始打量他。 他看起来有二十多岁,要不是我知道他会武功,我会因为他的身材就批评他是个软弱书生。他的五官简直是被人刻出来的, 我只能用俊这个字来形容他的脸。我对上他的黑色眼睛,很诱人。他也是看着我。 我慌忙的避开他的眼神,倒杯茶给他。
“其实我没有任何企图。”他对我说。
“那你来这是?”
“我迷路了。”
我差点就把茶从我的嘴里喷出来。 迷路?! 我看向他,他的脸没有丝毫变化,好像在讲一个很平常的事。我突然很想大笑出来,我哈哈的笑了。过了一回,我尽力的控制我自己。
“我带你出去吧。”
他点头。我带他到后门,路途中,没遇到关家任何一个人。
“谢谢姑娘的帮助。”他对我说。
“小事一桩。那后会有期?” 我问。 不知为何,我既然有点舍不得他走。
“后会有期。如果姑娘遇到设么困难的事,你就吹这个萧。”
他教我呼叫他的吹法,然后就用轻功消失了。我看向他消失的地方,然后就回房。我今晚一夜失眠。

Thursday, 8 September 2011

starting tommorrow


Countless time I confessed my love and,
Countless time you rejected me.
Countless time you coldly said, "I love someone else."
Those cold looks of yours,
Those cold words of yours stabbed my heart countless time.
Since it's like this then I now choose to forget you.
Starting tomorrow,
I will forget everything about you.
Starting tomorrow,
I will pretend I never know you before.
Starting tomorrow,
I will throw away the painful yet sweet memories.
I’m ok.
I have forgotten everything.
I’m ok.
I have found my lost heart.
I’m ok.
I’m happy now.
I’m happy with my busy life without you now.
When love goes away,
Another love comes knocking our heart.
It definitely will.
Love is always like this.
It fades away after some time.
Even though it hurts a lot now,
It will heal in the future.
It’s not that difficult.
I will soon forget everything about you.
I will erase everything from my heart.
Starting tomorrow, I will forget you.
Starting tomorrow, my heart will be frozen.
Starting tomorrow, I will have a new life.
A life without you circulating my world.
A life you told me to have.

Saturday, 3 September 2011

The voice of love



          A long, white haired girl is standing at the balcony a moment ago. Next second, there is nothing on the balcony but if you raised your head to the night sky, you will see a shadow floating in the sky. Yes, the girl is an angel.

          The existence of angels is to guide the souls to either heaven or hell; it depends on how they live their live before they die. She has been given another mission by her supervisor (yes, even angels have supervisor) to guide a spirit.
She stops by a house, sensing the aura of dead in one of the room in the house and the address is correct (given by her supervisor).

          Silently, she opens the window. As if sensing her needs of silence, the window did not offer any sound. A sleeping figure is seen on a blue colored bed. She goes near the bed and sees that the figure is a boy and such a striking person he is.

          Somehow, she has the strange feeling. She did not want to take away his soul yet. She stands there for a few hours and the boy in the bed sleep peacefully, unaware that someone is in his room and that someone comes to guide his spirit. The sun slowly rises and she quickly fly away when she notice that he is about to awake soon.

          “Cindy, why didn’t you take his soul?” her supervisor asks her. “You know that he’s supposed to die yesterday and why didn’t you take his spirit and guide him?”

          Cindy didn’t reply back. She just stands there silently and faces her supervisor. It’s not because she do not want to answer the question, it’s because she do not know the answer.

          “Cindy, I don’t know why you did this but you are given a week. A week later, you must take away his soul. He’s destined to die at this age.”
         
Cindy nods and watches her supervisor leave. She goes to the balcony and sits there, staring at the sky. She then comes out with a decision. She will fulfill his wish. She then uses her power to become one of the students in his school.

“I like you, can you go out with me?” is what Cindy said to the boy when the boy is walking back home.

The boy looks at Cindy. Cindy cannot guess what he is thinking. His purple eyes look so clear, and he’s emitting an aura that a normal human rarely have.

“Sure. What’s your name?”

His sudden answer makes Cindy speechless for a moment but she found herself to giving away her name.

“Cindy.”

“Do you know who I am?” he asks Cindy.

“Adam, class 5A, interested in football and storybooks…” Cindy tell him what she know of him. She knows all of this from the introduction paper given by my supervisor.

He gives her a smile and it makes her heart beats faster. “Let’s have a date tomorrow.”

She nods and he sends her home. The next day she go the place where they are going to meet. She sees him walking to her direction and greets her with a smile. For two hours they spend their time together in the shopping centre. They found a bench and sits down.

“Adam, if you were given a wish, what will you wishes for?” Cindy ask Adam. She want to fulfill his wish.
“A castle.”

His answer shocks Cindy. Seeing her face, Adam just laugh.

“Why castle?”

“I like castles.” Simple answer but difficult to have.

“What about you? What do you like Cindy?”

“I like things that have connection with angels,” she says with a smile.

Time goes quickly and soon it is the last day. They are having their last date and Cindy knows this but not Adam. For the whole day they are together, soon it is time to say goodbye.

“Cindy, this is for you.”  Adam gives Cindy a small box. She opens it and sees a beautiful necklace, the ornament the shape of wings. She almost cries but she held back. It’s the necklace she adores.

“I know that you like it so I bought it for you. Let me help you put it on.” He slips it to her neck and clasps it.

“Thanks you.” She whispers to him.

Adam smiles and walks away. Night comes and Cindy slips into Adam’s room. Adam somehow wake up and is shocked when he sees Cindy near his bedside. He’s more shock when he sees the wings at Cindy’s back.

“Let me fulfill your wish,” Cindy says with a smile. She lifts him up and suddenly they are inside a castle and for hours both of them explore the castle. Then they are back in Adam’s room.

“Adam, I have come to guide you,” says Cindy with sadness.

“I have to go?”

“Yes.”

“Leave this world?”

“Yes.”

Silence looms between them.

“I’m sorry.” Cindy cries.

Adam then hugs Cindy and soothes her.

With a smile he says, “Do it.”

She guides him to the place he’s going to be. A shining light surrounds Adam and he turns around and looks at Cindy.

“Goodbye, Cindy.”

“I’ll miss you Adam.” She said almost in whisper but Adam hears it.

He smile sadly and says, “Me too.”

He then disappears from the light and tears comes out from Cindy’s eyes.

第四章:街上的经历


      “美星姐, 我刚刚...从阿欢那.....里听到了...一个消息. 听说俯里过几天会有几位贵宾来拜访.”
      “如意,坐下来吧.你看你,脸红红的.” 我拿我手上的手帕,想察掉如意的汗水,可却被她阻止。
      “美星姐, 你就别帮我擦汗了.我们得快想办法呀!” 如意急促的说.
      “? 想办法? 什么办法啊?” 如意头上的汗水,若无其事的说.
      “你知道我在说什么的啊.”
      “如意,这壶茶已经冷了. 麻烦你去泡一壶热茶来.” 我没给如意任何机会的说下去. 如意心不甘情不愿的拿起茶壶, 往外走.大越十分钟过后, 我听见如意欢喜的叫声.
      “小姐..小姐..”.   
      “如意,我不是说过了不要叫我小姐 而是叫我美星姐吗?” 我对着真在深呼吸的如意说.当我看到她手上拿着的不是一壶茶而是一件衣裳时,我很.那件深蓝色衣裳很漂亮,摸起来很柔顺. 我抬头的望着如意,“如意,这件衣裳你从那得到的?”
      如意笑喜喜的说, “是关爷送你的礼物.听说明天有一位贵宾来访,我想是应为这件事才送你这件衣裳的.”
      我拿着那件衣裳,呆呆的看.
      “,你还在站在那边做什么? 我得快点把你打扮的漂漂亮亮.”如意一说完话就手忙脚乱的帮我打扮.她不理我的抗议,反而说了一道能让我停制我的抗议.
美星姐, 你难道要关家因为你的疏忽而被责怪吗? 如果你不想的话,你就让我先让我帮你打扮一下,这样到那天时我就知道要怎样替你打扮打扮。
一小时过后,我不可思议的望着镜子. 我简直不敢相信才涂一点点烟脂会把我变漂亮. 如意那双手好想是在使魔法.“那是我吗?”
如意对着我微笑的说, “那当然是你呀.”
我是不是在做梦啊?”
你不是在做梦.镜子照着的真的是你,”如意忍不住的哈哈大笑. 我因为害羞,而对如意人身攻击。
哈哈。。。哈哈。。。姐。。饶命啊。。哈哈“直到如意的脸变红了,我才放她一马。
“美星姐,你喜欢这身打扮吗?如果你不满意我可以。。。”
“你不用这么紧张,就算我不满意我也不会骂你。我很喜欢这身打扮,才一个小时你就能把我打扮得这么美丽,我应该夸奖你。麻烦你帮我去除掉这身打扮吧。”
如意对我微笑。我突然想出去逛街。我吩咐如意偷偷去拿一件男衣服。起先,她反对,可当我威胁她如果她不做,我就跪在她面前。终于她投降了。
我和如意穿着一身男服装,从后门出去。我完全没发现我背后有一个人跟着我。
*——…………
     
“如意,你紧紧的跟着我不然我们会走散的。”我向如意说。
我和如意已经在热闹的街上跑了差不多两个小时。我看见好多古代的玩具,小食。如意见我一直看着其中一个小摊买的小食,就笑着向老板买两个来给我吃。我又感动又内疚的拿着。如意似乎知道我在犹豫设么。她跟我说没关系,就当作妹妹买来孝敬姐姐的。
因为如意跑不动了,我们就在一间小小的茶楼里歇一会。当我镇在喝茶吃甜品的时候,我听到一个姑娘求救。我望外面瞧,看见有几位大汉在包围一位姑娘。一位可以说英俊的男人在调戏那位姑娘,那个畜牲显然是哪几个大汉的主人。我发现周围的人没有出手相救。有些人站在那扥着看戏,有些想帮那位姑娘可被朋友住址。我对那些人的行为感到愤怒。当如意看我站起来的时候,看着我的表情,她就知道我想做设么了。
“美星姐,不要节外生枝。”如意慌慌张张的劝我可我没听进去。我快速的付钱,把如意的劝告当成耳边风。
“几位大汉不知在干啥?”我问。
“他妈的,谁在破坏本少爷的好事,”那个正在对那位姑娘动手动脚的畜牲大声地说。当他看到那位敢破坏打得好事是一位优雅,软弱小书生的时候,他的语气变柔暖了,对于他突然改变的语气,我的皮毛站了起来。“哦,原来是一位漂亮的男孩啊。”
我皱眉的看着他的还在摸那姑娘的手。我对他说,“发开她。”
“要我放开她可以,”那位畜牲贼细细的说,“你就代替她的位置好好的服侍本少爷我。”
难道他男女都吃?我给他一个微笑。 “恐怕你受不了我的服侍。”
他听了脸色大变。
“你好大的胆子,既然敢顶撞我家少爷!”其中一位大汉大声说。“我们家少爷的表哥是个丞相。”
我悄悄地跟如意说,“如意,待会你就抓紧时机的带那位姑娘回府,我们在府里见吧。”
“那姐姐你呢?”如意紧急的问。
“我不会有事的。”我安抚着她,然后看着真在嚣张的男人。
“哦,原来你表哥是个丞相啊,可你表哥的地位和阁下有关吗?”我回敬他。
“你!”那位少爷气的想杀人。“你们站在那像木头干设么?本少爷请你们不是来当木头!给我拿下这个书生!”
      “如意,趁现在!”
      几位大汉看见如意和姑娘趁机逃走可少爷说,“别管那两个,我现在只要她!”
      还好我懂一点防身术,可我的防身术其中敌不过他们。幸会如意和那位姑娘已经走远了,我就可以逃了。我快快的闪开然后就窝窝的绝招! 三十六计走为上策!
      “别跑!其中一位大汉说。
      “别跑才怪!“我心里面想。我往后看,发现我们的距离越来越短。突然我不小心撞到一个人。那跟人的胸膛很坚固,由于碰撞,我跌坐在地上。我刺痛地爬起来,想对那位被我撞到的人说声抱歉,可背后的叫声让我没机会说。我想拔腿逃跑可我的手却被他抓住。我皱眉的看着那位抓住我的人,却被他的长相镇住。他拥有一对桃花眼,眉毛很密,很长,他的长相可以用完美来形容。
      呃,现在不是看俊男发呆的时候!
      他对我微笑的问, “需要帮忙吗?”
我看看我背后越来靠近的几位大汉,然后对他说,“要!”
他把我藏在他背后,然后对着那个猪头少爷和几位大汗道, “不知令弟有设么地方得罪呢?”
“废话少说,把她交出来,不然的话那就别怪本少爷不客气了。”那个猪头少爷说。
“放肆! 你知道你在跟谁说话吗?”
我突然才发现那个桃花眼的男人身边有个小男跟班。他的长相很平凡,唯一吸引人的就只有他左眼边的一条疤痕。可这没有让他彻底毁容,反而在他的脸上涂了几分男子气氛。
猪头少爷打量桃花眼男一下,然后说, “不过是个书生吗, 有设么了不起。”
“放肆,站在你面前是堂堂右丞相,不得无理!”那位小跟班大声地道。
“哦。 如果你是丞相,那我岂不是皇上?”那个猪头少爷哈哈大笑的道。 几位大汉也哈哈大笑。
突然,一位身穿相当高贵,大越30来岁的男人来。他长得很俊可跟我前面的桃花男来比,相差太多了。他气冲冲的往猪头少爷的猪头来敲,然后对桃花眼男笑嘻嘻的说, “右丞相,对不起。我的表弟如果有得罪自处,请多多包涵。”
看来,这个突然出现的人士那个猪头少爷的表哥。 桃花男,噢不,应该叫右丞相,只是对那位表哥笑,没多说就拉着我走。 当我决定他们看不到我们时,我轻轻的抽走我的手。
“感谢丞相帮小生解围,在下感激不尽。小民不知该这么回报丞相的救命之恩,不知丞相..” 我还没说完,被如意的叫声打断了。
“少爷!你没事就好。我们的赶快回府了不然关少会担心的。”如意急忙的拉我走。
如意低声地跟我说,“小姐,关少爷要回府了,我们的比他早回府啊。”
听到如意说关少爷要回府,我急忙的奔跑了,把我的救命恩人丞相给抛在脑后。 我没有注意到右丞相正在深深地看着我,也没有注意到背后跟踪我的关义。

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