a voice no one can hear

i always forgot,
that i can't touch you.
i always reach out my hand,
trying to feel your warmth.
but i always forgot,
i can't touch you.

you lived on your own.
little did you know that,
i am beside you.
please don't cry.
i beg you,
please don't cry.
i beg you,
please stand up straight.
please live happily,
instead of living like a dead person.

i tried to send my voice to you.
i wanted to embrace you,
with my arms wide open.
but i always forgot that,
i can't do it.
i can't embrace you.
you cannot hear my voice.

your actions,
your tears,
is like a sharp arrow,
piercing my heart.
my heart aches and bleeds,
and my breath has stopped, again.

i want to tell you,
i love you.
i want to tell you,
you are my love.
i want to tell you,
i still love you.
i still do.
if i one day, scatters apart,
i want to at least embrace you in my arms,
one last time.