Foolish, Pain.

I never understand love,

So I distant myself from love.

But whenever I sees him,

My heart pounds loudly and,

My mind becomes blank.

My eyes always stray to your direction.

Whenever you sees me,

You give me your smile,

And I foolishly am happy about it.

Like you have given me a precious gem,

Even though I know you gave away,

Your smile to everyone.

From day to night,

You are all I can think about.

I hate being so pitiful and silly.

I hate this feeling I have towards you,

But I know that I don’t hate it at all.

I am just lying to myself.

Will the day come soon?

The day when you know my feelings.

The day when you give me your answer.

The day when I can be free from this painful love.

The day when my love for you ends.

Will that day come soon?

This hopeless love,

This painful love,

This blissful love of mine,

Hurts me so much that,

 I feel like giving it up.

But I know I cannot give it up for,

This love is already a part of me.

You are so unique,

So unique to me that,

I had planted you in my heart.

Even if you choose someone else,

Please let me be by your side,

For just a while,

Just a while.