live

To lose someone,

or something,

that is precious,

for eternity,

i have never experience it.

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i am so naive,

to think that,

i should cross this straightforward  path,

without thinking carefully.

i'll walk this path,

with a smile,

was what i foolishly tell myself.

but my future was discarded,

by my own hands.

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why is it that,

i can't i do what i want,

even though it's my body?

even if you lie to me,

countless time,

the answer for your lies,

will never come out.

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if my presence,

dissapear from this world,

i won't be with you,

but i can painfully see,

the thin bright string,

that tied me to this world.

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we may be apart,

but i want to say,

to advise,

live your life fully,

live your life meaningfully,

live your life in what you desire,

live not for others,

but for yourself.

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